I miss being little and not having to worry about trivial things like, gas, money, work, school, being above everyone else so I can get scholarships. I miss being able to take naps and not having to do chores.
I miss not having to worry about my future. I miss not getting anxiety about the littlest things. I miss just crying about scraped knees and not getting my way. Now, it's like if there's any sort of stress, and something happens it just causes me to just breakdown and either cry or just get really frustrated.
I have changed a lot this past year. I no longer care about what people think about me or what I think and I hate when they judge. I embraced the fact that I'm a woman and I can wear girly things without being a girly girl. and yet, I don't miss my past self. I was weak back then and now I'm strong. I have been through a lot and I can't wait until this summer when I can show it off and truly be myself, shining like the summer sun.
I often find myself missing the simple things about being a child. We didn't have to worry about sorting out our problems on our own, we barely even had problems and when we did our parents would figure it out.
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